In one year, there are
12 months,
which is 52 weeks,
which is equivalent to 365 days,
or 8,760 hours,
525,600 minutes,
which is equal to 31,536,000 seconds.
I know one thing about one year, and that is that in one year things can change drastically.They change right from underneath you, and you won’t even notice until you take the time to look back. When you look back, you will discover that everything is different, and nothing is how you expected it to be. It isn’t that it is a bad change, it is just different, and sometimes it takes us awhile to get use to the change. It takes us time to accept that things might never be the same as they once were.
I Can’t Make You Love Me- Bon Iver
I am in love with this song right now <3 Thanks to my lovely sister for sharing it with me.
I think I like to add stress to my already very stressful life.
Today I walked out of Costco, with a large pile of groceries in my cart only to get to my car and realize I had locked my keys in the vehicle. To top it all off, not only were my keys inside the locked car, but so was my phone. I was already running late, and then I was stuck there and had to go through the process of getting help. Oh how much I was beating myself up for doing that.
The funny thing is, it really wasn’t that big of a deal. I mean, the situation got sorted out quickly. Yet, I’ve been in such a depressed and overwhelmed state that it was almost enough to send me over. I almost fell apart, standing with my grocery cart in a busy parking lot.
I swear life is testing me right now. It knows I am so close to falling apart and it wants to see how crazy things can get before I break. Well, here is something you should know, I am not letting go, I won’t break down, I won’t give up. I am staying strong. So keep throwing things at me.
Just my luck on top of everything that is going on, not only to mention that each and every single job I have requires me to be on my feet. This is not what I need right now. I laughed at the doctor when he told me to take it easy. Taking it easy isn’t really an option for me right now. So I guess, I will just add some physical pain to my list of problems. Oh how joyful is my life.
